Last year when I restarted our blog I wrote a post on self worth and how I was on a mission to find it. You can read that here if you would like, I was a mess of uncertainty. Along the way I developed and used a few valuable tools in order to grow and […]
Last night I went to my first Parent Council meeting. To be honest I have steered clear of these kinds of things pretty much my entire adult life. Intimidated by the feeling I was not quite ‘adult’ compared to other adults, and that perhaps I was pretending to be someone I was not. But the more I travel down the road that is 2016, the more I realize no one else has the secret key to life.
I wrote my first post and instantly felt freedom in sharing. Then I felt very unsure, should I have shared?
Today I slipped into the ugly state of self doubt. I let myself get overwhelmed and angry before I stepped out of bed. I was annoyed, tired, and frustrated with facing another day of what I consider to be failing. The guilt of not being enough against the ridiculously high standard I have set for myself.